i'm getting bad. two weeks of no real stuffs to do just freaked me out and i found myself getting bad again. life so shitty, feelings so overwhelmed sometimes none at all, friends so reckless i hate them yet i dont and i'm just so fucking. sick. of. myself. told myself i'd do smth positive today - smth life changing that could bring some sort of new fresh start, oh well, ended up lying to...
