i.
tear the wall
break the damlike the river
the hurt flows away
like the waves
the sadness washes away
ii.
you have to love in order to be loved
so i pour it all
till it overflows
doing so i fall
in a spiral so slow
i have so much love
for you, them and him
but never myself
for i wasnt as deserving
iii.
it was blurry
version of myself i thought i could improve
perception of myself i thought i could change
never really loved myself
for what its worth
neither for what its not
loss of love
loss of me
lost in words that could never be enough
to stand by these rad thoughts
of what is the use of love
if when it is lost
seems like
i was the only one losing
iv.
bila ditinggal
mulalah mencari, meratap
bila ada
lupa
alpa
biar katanya
mereka itu dunia
v.
apa guna
menangis
melolong
jika suara dikuis
bak sampah
di lorong
// zahra.
