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what’s in a name? that which we call a rose, by any other name would smell as sweet.


when the sun sets, you then come out
i would have said ‘i missed you’, but i don’t think i was allowed

with my hand in yours, into the closet we went
dusk till dawn, we had our time well spent

through a hug, you engulfed this poor soul
bleeding and battered, with multiple hole

you told me, you loved seeing me like this
not the happy-go-lucky my friends used to miss

of course, it is acceptance that I craved
for happiness was never something you could gave

            they said, be aware of the monster under the bed
            but what am I to do with the one living in my head

            it comes out only when it’s dark
            and gone when the sun starts to spark.

p/s: yes yes another twist ;)))



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let me get one thing straight
i am not
at least, not in the mind

you see sometimes i get in these dark mood
and just forget the way back to light
no worries though, that's just me in feud
with guests at the door i did not invite.

Anxieties knocked so hard it rattled my system
palms so sweaty i couldn't hold myself together
so i was pulled out as another victim
another one lost to the pressure

Depression is the cousin Anxiety brought along
and never had the decency to leave ever since
then from my friends I started to withdrawn
for i would never be happy, he had me convinced

Insecurity however, was too big for the door
she then cut herself so she would fit
bleeding and battered she limped on the floor
as long as she got in, all was worth it

let me get one thing straight
i am not
at least, not in the mind
this is not me confessing that i am gay
this is just me professing that i am not

p/s: this is, indeed, a twist to a meme ;)
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